Wednesday, January 21, 2009

I'm just so tired..

Though it's just the 3rd week of school.. I'm already exhausted with all the work! Gosh.. what's gonna await me after this? I've not been sleeping well... can't even have my nap cos I've to do my work, and I get home real late too. Arh.. can't believe I fell in the toilet that day, slipped and hurt my head and backbone, thank God its nothing serious, but severe pain may come if I'm not precautious enough. This has really added pain to me, stress and pains? Gosh, Lord HELP!! Btw, I'm one who's good at enduring pain and I don't usually shout or scream.. but when I say it hurts, it really do.. Phew.. just so stress out, and sorry guys if I didn't have much time to message you, rather tired and busy, hehe, but still can online, yea, I wanna do work. Anyway, I'm gonna go back Kuching this Sat!! Yipee! I miss 'you' so much, you know? I miss the food and the people I adore so much there. I miss my house.. gonna take a picture of it when I get back later. Yea, gonna visit what it's best known for! The beaches!! I used to get so bored goin to 'em, guess I'm not now, since I rarely find any here, though there is, haha. I miss my friends there too, gonna pay them a visit later, do a checklist too! Wheee....

Anyhow, I wanna have my rest! Adios!

Friday, January 16, 2009

For thy..

Flashing remenisce appears rapidly as thoughts that I find simply unbearable and rolling tears strolls down that cheek of mine. How time flies! Ah~ how those sweet moments swift through and here it comes, sufferings to endure. Our mind switches, thoughts travels farther and wider apart, remeniscing the past and embracing what is now. Thus, too, that some would ever hope time pauses or could rewind, and being carefree and rather free in thinking, to be released from all boundaries of life. We do face things either atrociously bad or awesomely good, it's not what we could change or choose, just the way it is, so.. then be it.
Pondering the subject of this, many too are thinking the way I am, that maybe there's a panacea to enfold this rumbling tumblings and open a new chapter of life full of gladness! But peeps, there is..
That One who came upon this earth on a day we know of well,
thee that humbles thyself to bring teachings to thy people;
And thou do miracles upon miracles that astonishes not few,
but this One suffers atrociously yet some rejoices over those;
for not for thy sake but ours that thy lay upon the cross,
that thee could save us from all!
Thank You, O Lord, that Yeshua has paid the price for us on the cross, that we could glorify thy name who is above all else, the King of kings and Lord of lords, Amen.

Wednesday, January 7, 2009

New schoolbie~

Walla, first day of school was kinda weird, thank God one of my church friend was there. Lol, my first buddy in that school is a guy, he's a new student too, he comes from PJ, but for some reason he's here. He's quite nice to talk too, ahah, but frankly, he and another guy is friendlier than the others, the rest, urgh, only talk to their own 'species'. The girls in the class are awesomely friendly! Wow, seriously I've never met any of my classmates like em', makes me feel warm, lol.
Urgh.. I can't go for running now, sobs, do hope that the Lord would heal my leg as soon as possible, wanna go play tennis with friends! Sigh, miss sports now, but I'm thankful that I could at least walk quite normally, though sometimes my steps are not really stable, hehe.
Hah... Lord, I really need your strength to keep me strong, that I can handle school works and not be overly exhausted that I can't fully prepare myself for the ministry work, harh..
Above all, thank You for ever providing me with new friends that could be there with me.

Thursday, January 1, 2009

Lalaaa~

Lalaaaa~~


School is goin to reopen soon!! That means have to study again.... haih.... new school.. new bunch of friends.. new teachers.. sigh. Guess I'm not gonna be a prefect after 2008... rather tired, went for 3 interviews and became a prefect for so many years d, tired, so don't want d..
So... I better study hard!! F4 is not easy, new subjects, harder to tackle..
Most of all, God bless all my friends who are going to take their SPM results!!!