Babbling~

Oh well, today was our church Mega Carwash day, a contribution to build a toilet for a combodian whose heart is for the Lord we all love most. Yit Phin took pics for the day, dunno when she'll upload it... My group had to wash a big Naza Ria and 4 other cars in 2 hours time, but we manage to pull it off since we didn't wash the last car -- Pastor's car.. oops! That time everyone was so exhausted I guess, not to mention the weather. And Ken Yoong's team stole my bucket from my team! But i guess they just took it and wash the car with the water in it. Lol, sorry for this going-to-be long winded post, just babbling for fun, hehe. Typing all this out while helping my dad to find information for his thesis. Dato' C.S Ong and Auntie Jessica got baptised today! Haha! Seriously I adore them. Even though he's a public figure, but he's so humble! That's what amaze me most. These are the 2 of 'em:

We took this picture after the prayer meeting, which is actually their Anniversary and Auntie's b-day!

This is the year that i finally, trully realise the importance for me to study and work real hard for the furtherance of my education. So I went online always to research on the role and the job of an architect. After I messaged my friend during that night (in the pic), literally I cried, cos.. I too am not sure whether I'm going to take the right path God wants to have, being an architect is hard, especially after watching those videos on 'How to be an Architect'... But Thank God for giving dad a revelation -- a confirmation and answer to my question all this while, really gave me a relief! Thank You, Lord:) So still, He stays the utmost priority in my life, always and I finally realised what I have miss all these years~

Becoming stronger

My, my.. how time goes by, marks of test papers before you, unequivocally knowing what kind of marks you gonna get. Assignments fill your table tops, piling as high as everest at land. Distressing with a device screen before you, typing your hearts aloud, not forgetting your revision book that lays infront too. This test, that test, when will it end? Gosh... rhythming rhyms, rehearsing dialogues, viv-a-visa the facts of history, it's much harder. It's just a way we get much mature too, absorbing much knowledge, stuffing it into our minds and soul. Still, put His Word first. Palpitating my hearts go wild, sighing at the part we all do, but take heed, myself, the joy of He is thy strength. Before you He reaches out His hand, waiting for thy to hold, strengthening thyself stronger than before, thy fortress rebuild and in Word it says, 'you are more than conquerors'. Be lifted up from the miry's clay, O Mighty, forever, I'll never be the same cos You came here, from the everlasting, to the world in need, the Father's only son. And so, my saying, 'the source of strength from you is beyond splendor, yet we were blind to even know it before.' A writing to encourage myself, when time comes when strength of one becomes lacking, I count on You :)

And so..

As far as this one go, alone not many could grasp the true meaning if 'it'. Shall I call it a mere statement? But to all it differs in meaning. A beaut with scars beneath or within that awaits with much eager, of something that could hold this heart of hers besides the cardiac within. A feeling which one couldn't expect.. heavy, atrocious, and finally.. unmitigated. An unfeigned love, unsullied? She was, rather ruffled with her mind, patently saying: "I'm a fool, gosh!" Even figuring or plumbing utterance poorly spoken. Yet such poshy, acquisite possesion she refuse, what more does she wants? Astonishing she, statute and righteousness, her character that moves, passion of full and panache of an honorable lady. Can one be describe as of par excellence and adorn with words like such? But still she bereft of one important thing. And so my hope for the posterity to know the One who longs for you to come to Him, regardless of the affluent or the paupers, the acolyte either master, acquaintance or friends, be transformed by the mighty King who is coming to meet His people once more and to bring them back to His Father. And so, be prepared...

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Fuh...

Gosh, I didn't know I would be so blur these days. Seriously I don't like it at all. I lost practically almost everything! Gosh, what happened to me, Lord? I tend to lose strength each day. Just today, I got so angered even its a small thing. And, I need to ask you for forgiveness on that. Gosh, I feel so reckless.. Still, Your Word always remind me that they that wait upon You shall renew their strength. I'm not jus physically tired, but, sigh, just feel like 50% of my strength gone. Lord, can You smack my head and wake me up? Pls don't smack too hard, lol, sorry. Sigh.. and I'll really be frustrated if ppl do say the word 'aiyoh' gosh, it's really annoying to me, yea, I misunderstood bout it, but pls dun say that word, sigh..
SSK cell 2 is starting begining on March, and our meeting is always a week earlier, so I couldn't go for the Youth Alpha, sigh, I know it's gonna be a lot of fun. Fuh, I need strength on that, it drains me alot. But why should I be weary when You are the Jehovah Jireh huh? Despite all, I still wanna thank You for providing me that 50% to move on. Thank You, LORD :)

La~

La~ well, I don't need to go to SCHOOL tomorrow!! Yipee!! ~ Ahh, get to rest for a day and get rid of those tiredness but i'm required to finish my homework no matter what too, haih. VALENTINES day is tomorrow? lol.. and I just wanna wish my friends on this day.. it's not specifically for couples, FRIENDSHIP is allowed too :D my rule, hehe.

Mum said she wanted to put me in one of those private schools, but dad said it's a slight chance to get in to local uni-s if I were to be in those schools. Oh well, I would jus hav to work super hard and pull myself up in any circumstances, but still, I really need the grace and help of the Lord to do so, haha.

One of my friend asked me to go for an event on Valentines day, but I jus simply replied that 'it's just not my time yet' lol.. What I mean is, maybe.. my heart ain't ready for it yet, and I'm just afraid I'll get hurt if it doesn't go the way I wish it would be. It's not my choice of not wanting it.. well I'm not sure.. if it's God's will, then let His will be done :) Let Him choose the right one for me. And, I don't require much, as long as he puts God above all else and love the Lord more than me. And so, "let my heart be free in time to come when all else is right and let His will be done. " And still, my favorite song from Yiruma: Do you..
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=p9vKjxwVcnc&feature=related
And also : Tears on love
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vQ1JAuBeVAE&feature=related

Whoa! simply a wow~

My piano teac. gave a piano grade 8 piece: Allegro con Spirito by the excellent, renown Muzio Clementi. Gosh.. it's tough, since I had to skip grade 7 to grade 8.. save money :D and fast, haha. 5 paged long a piece, guess how long it may take for me to master this piece, but it's really nice, especially the begining and the end.. and it's just amazing the way this girl plays it .. and she's only 14! Whoa! bravissima!