Fuh...

Gosh, I didn't know I would be so blur these days. Seriously I don't like it at all. I lost practically almost everything! Gosh, what happened to me, Lord? I tend to lose strength each day. Just today, I got so angered even its a small thing. And, I need to ask you for forgiveness on that. Gosh, I feel so reckless.. Still, Your Word always remind me that they that wait upon You shall renew their strength. I'm not jus physically tired, but, sigh, just feel like 50% of my strength gone. Lord, can You smack my head and wake me up? Pls don't smack too hard, lol, sorry. Sigh.. and I'll really be frustrated if ppl do say the word 'aiyoh' gosh, it's really annoying to me, yea, I misunderstood bout it, but pls dun say that word, sigh..
SSK cell 2 is starting begining on March, and our meeting is always a week earlier, so I couldn't go for the Youth Alpha, sigh, I know it's gonna be a lot of fun. Fuh, I need strength on that, it drains me alot. But why should I be weary when You are the Jehovah Jireh huh? Despite all, I still wanna thank You for providing me that 50% to move on. Thank You, LORD :)