Random stuff

Just some things about me that I seldom mention:

I'm a kind of person who don't really like to be all girlish, handbags, clothes, shoes pink? Nahh.. someone thought that I'm like one but NO! And also, going for manicure or pedicure and stuff like making yourself beautified with products and chemicals. It's unimportant for me and I don't put make-ups, natural beauty.. lol.. But most importantly is to spend your time getting close to the Lord and strengthen that relationship with Him. Though so, I love artistic stuff and maybe that make me an artistic person as well besides going for art class long time ago.. And, I'm contemplative.. hehe.

I love listening to musics, christian's, worldly ones. Haha, I remember watching MTV or [V] every single day, but I've stop listening english songs because I find it to be a waste of time and I find the lyrics of some of the songs simply meaningless. But I do love korean songs nowadays. Just found out that I have a korean neighbour! I do hope I could learn a few korean words with them. Though, I do know how to speak a few of it.. like, gamsahhamnida, anio haseyo and chisumida (I don't really know the spellings..hehe).

My mum recently told me that actually I had twin brothers, but they died during birth, rather saddening. If they were to be born and still be alive, I won't be here on this earth, it's either the twins or me. So it makes me think that the Lord has gave me this chance to see the world and to admire His wonderful creations on earth. Still, thank You..

I'm one kind of a person who would like to just help you and to carry the burden with you. Just like in Galatians 6:2 "Carry each other's burdens, and in this way you will fulfill the law of Christ". And if you need any help, just ask me and I'll be there for you, but the greatest help comes from Him :)

If I'm given the chance to have all the fun I want, I'll certainly have it! Yea, for sure! Haha. I can get all crazy at times, if you allow me to :p

I love kids and so now I'm busy with the children ministry, and thank God I was appointed to become the cell leader, and it's really tough, being the youngest teacher among all, but I'm doing it just to obey and to serve Him with the love I cherish for the Most Holy One.

Pastor Pam preached during these past few days and one thing really strucked me. It's like an answer to my question for all these years. Seems like the sermons this season are almost the same, I think it's the time where God wants His people to rise up and speed up. I've been wondering about my life in the future, whether to be just obediantly and commited to serve Him only or to have my own family. My heart is wanting to serve You wholeheartedly but we as humans do have our own human desires. Sigh, I don't really know, O Lord, just need your confirmation about this, my future is still uncertain..